cried for the first time in my life over something which never seemed to bother me so much in the past--studies. haiz. cried le then feel stupid. seems like i dun care, but actually i do..an awful lot.
 
suddenly feel that time is running out. just not enough time to wake up and move on.what to do? can only try mybest right? haha of course this are not the things that exactly went through my head when i cried. at that time just felt so helpless. whyy was i so lazy? yucks.  
 
but i've gotten a hold on myself, i need to overcome the fear of A-levels. fear is not going to help me achieve the results i want,it'll only impede my progress. i shall buck up! =D  
 
i miss dear so much.. haiz, mum asked me to reduce the amount of time with him, but i dont want and i dont think it's fair. so i shall try my best to juggle my time. cannot let him down ar! =D i need your hugs to give me strength to go on.. huggiez!**~ miss u miss u so so much!  
 
sea carnival coming up. hmmm should i go? but kallang's so far.. though i know i make the trip often.. =p but still...it's far! hahaha and what if i cant run away after taking attendance? hahah  
 
saturday i'm studying with evan, since last saturday's program of studying and swimming was cancelled. miss my ahs friends alot..like to hear about their life, and see how they're getting on..  
 
pek cek with space bar. do maths le!  
 
dont miss me!!=p [hate the space bar of the school computer, bit siao..]